everything is clear....oh tears....stop out from my eyes!!!!!

"salam, pakcik, blik as bla?"
"KALU BLIK POWN NAPER?"
"tnya jer"
"nie gf dya....da pa per ker???"

GF dia????
GF???
aduh...
aty teman sakit...
sakit sangat2...
air mata kuar tak henti2....
no wonder he's avoiding me...
no wonder he's look me at a empty looks..
no wonder he's stop messaging me....
no wonder he's do all this to me...
he's happy wif sum1 else...
n i'm here still hoping that he;s mine...
oh what a stupid girl m i!!!
stupid n idiot...
i hate a liar!!!
i hate a lair!!!
i hate a liar!!!
i hate so much!!!
nape dia sanggup wat macam nie kat teman??
napa??
pa salah teman dekat dia??
if u don't want me, juz say so...
stop give me hope!!!
stop promising me such a stupid things!!!
tears!!!please stop!!!please!!!
it's to pain...
kalu boleh, teman tak mo da memori antara teman ngan dia
takmo da pape langsung...
even takmo kenal dia...
please!!!
go away from my life...
ur memories!!!
ur life!!!
ur face!!!
everything...
i can't hate u coz i still love u...
but i will make that feeling go away...
u r not mine, i'm not urs....
u belong to sum1 else, n i will belong to sum1 else to...
i will....
thanks for everything that u give me...
thanks for ur concern....
thanks for ur helps...
and the most important things is,
THANKS FOR UR LIE....
i deserve for it....
n i take it as my experience....
n it's hard for me to trust any guy....
i hate being played like tis!!!!

p/s: tu mesej yang teman dapat tadi. baru tadi. kat tagged. awek si dia anta. teman ingat dia yang on9. rpanya teman silap. tapi tak pa. ok gak cm tu. at least teman dapat tau gak hal yang sebenar. so, tak ada la teman letak harapan lagi. ok. no more hopes. everything is clear. clear sangat2. harap2 teman da tak jumpa dia da kat poli. langsung tak jumpa. teman tak kuat. teman lemah. teman takut. ya allah. hilangkanlah perasaan ini ya allah. sakitnya kena tipu. benci!!!!!!